I cried when I knew I lost you, afraid I had lost it all and then I realized that losing you, didn't have to mean I lost me. Maybe, maybe if I had just looked away that first day you came towards me, everything would be different and my heart wouldn't be breaking right now. For now, im going to smile and make you think im happy, im going to laugh so u don’t see me cry, im going to let you go in style and even if it kills me, im going to smile. I cant believe im back on the same ground!!! I cant even apply the things ive learned before. Anyway, im gonna get through this. My family, friends are there for me, I know it. Best wishes to you.
