missing me...

Today was an a OKAY day for me. It has been long and kinda boring as usual... They say, we must enjoy every single of our lives, well frankly speaking [rather not] i did not, well yeah, it was like on and off thing. I don't know what is wrong, what is missing, what did i missed or who to miss whom, confusing hey, i know right! Hmmm... But one thing is for sure, i need friends. Why is it if i am ready to share my thoughts, they are not here to lend me some ears. Dang!
What is happening to me? I am being too emotional these days. I want to be me again, the jolly and funny me who can smile from the bottom of his hypothalamus. Yeah, i know what are you [readers] thinking right now, i am faking some smile just to pretend that i am happy, well i have to smile... even if it is a sad smile, because i know, sadder than sad smile is the sadness of not knowing how to smile. I just miss myself. Forgive me.

finale with a period

Its been a long time since i posted my last blog here... Anyhows, here it is... Getting over a break up is always going to be hard but to put you on the right track there are some little words that can lift your spirit and push you in the right direction. Wherever you hear them, those few little words, can often make you smile again. Well i guess ya all know what this thread is for right?or i guess not? Anyways, yeah, i and she are already none but friends. I don't want to make this blog too long for you guys to read, so i will wrap this up by this, if you break up with someone or someone breaks up with you, it is only because there is someone waiting for you. Got it? Now thanks for the time ya all spend reading this. Till next blog.