Today was an a OKAY day for me. It has been long and kinda boring as usual... They say, we must enjoy every single of our lives, well frankly speaking [rather not] i did not, well yeah, it was like on and off thing. I don't know what is wrong, what is missing, what did i missed or who to miss whom, confusing hey, i know right! Hmmm... But one thing is for sure, i need friends. Why is it if i am ready to share my thoughts, they are not here to lend me some ears. Dang!
What is happening to me? I am being too emotional these days. I want to be me again, the jolly and funny me who can smile from the bottom of his hypothalamus. Yeah, i know what are you [readers] thinking right now, i am faking some smile just to pretend that i am happy, well i have to smile... even if it is a sad smile, because i know, sadder than sad smile is the sadness of not knowing how to smile. I just miss myself. Forgive me.
What is happening to me? I am being too emotional these days. I want to be me again, the jolly and funny me who can smile from the bottom of his hypothalamus. Yeah, i know what are you [readers] thinking right now, i am faking some smile just to pretend that i am happy, well i have to smile... even if it is a sad smile, because i know, sadder than sad smile is the sadness of not knowing how to smile. I just miss myself. Forgive me.
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