Monday, May 31, 2010

Nobody


All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self contradictory. I was naive. I was looking for my self and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with. That I am nobody but my self. I think of life now as a play that I've written for myself, and my purpose is to have fun playing my part.

3 comments:

  1. But eventually you listened to your heart and you followed it. Finally, you have found that special someone who can answers your questions that you have been looking for. It is not a part of your play anymore but it is a part of your true happiness. This time, it was not anyone telling you what it was but it was you telling yourself what you wanted.

    and that is why

    .. you love me...

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  2. Hi! After reading all your blogs, I've learned that expecting from others is a big no no... I know her, S*NDY F. she's from Philippines. Could I ask something Jeong Woo? Who is the one who makes the decision to end up your relationship? I'm just curious because if she is the one, I would not be totally surprised. I hope you will not think negative for me. Well, my point is, I'm so happy even if we dont know each other, you make it!!! You overcome your fears and loneliness for loosing someone who came so very special into your life, I hope someday, I could be like you.. Thnaks for the meaningful blogs you had.. Im mica.

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  3. yes my friend, it start from you and it will be ended by you. You are the key of your life to unlock all the door. In any relationship, everything comes to an end but how we end it is an art or a disaster :p . Anyway, only memories last until i dont now how long But I believe you have your choice to pick up a good ending for your story. Hope you feel good always. Enjoy life.

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